Calm Chaos

This is US trying to make future 

plans....

Me stressed out...
















This is Craig...





This is Craig when I ask Craig his opinion...























When I tell him I am serious...



and then he makes me laugh and I forget all about what we were trying to accomplish...

                                       


This is the hard part of this extraordinary life we are living right now...what the hell are we going to do when it's over?   I know that I said that I was going to try to tone down the planning as a part of my New Years resolution...but honestly who really follows through with those things ***?  I just want to be able to not think about planning for the rest of our time here...

which we don't know how long that is...

                                                                       which makes planning that much harder.

Craig's season could be done two weeks from now or two months.  What we can do is  come up with a plan and then depending on how is team does (fingers crossed!) we either push it up or back.  But as pictured above this is really hard for us.  I stress and ask a million questions and he recites Bob Marley to me:

"Dont worry about a thing,
'Cause every little thing is gonna be all right."

and then we go and watch modern family.


The difficulty about this whole situation is that we have to make decisions now that are based upon things occurring months and even years from now.  For example...what we do know is that we will be living in Boston this summer (with lots of visits to Portsmouth and the lake)  but do we sublet, rent, or dare I say put a down  payment on something.  Then there is the whole J-O-B situation.  We know what Craig is going to do...but what about me?  Do I not work?  Contract position?  Real job?  All these things have to be answered and they are all based upon if I am packing a suitcase (lets me real 5 suitcases) and coming with him next year.

Dont even get me started about a wedding...thank god I have my two wedding planners on it (mom and ang).  


I think we will procrastinate at least one more day because we are headed up to Seefeld for the night with Mike and Meg!



Thanks for reading my therapy session...Have a great weekend!



***if you have stuck with your new years resolutions...good for you I am jealous!

PS if you are ever having a bad day or are stressed you have to check out this site....I am obsessed (thanks ding)

http://whatshouldwecallme.tumblr.com/